Today is my birthday.
Wednesday, November 21, 2012 @ 1:58 AM | 0 notes

Today, I turn 19. The final year of being a teenager.

Today is my birthday and I feel like total shit.

I have hundreds of people greeting me, telling me nice shit just because it's the anniversary of my birth. I appreciate them, initially. Then I realize that none of those mean anything to me.

I've been waiting for messages from those that mean the most. I only got two. My mom and my grandpa.

I was waiting for a message from my uncle. Then I realized that he's never coming back no matter how hard I beg the heavens for it. Ah, Death has always been a sly douchebag, eh?

Today is my birthday and I'm secretly bawling my eyes out.