Tatami Room Love Affair
Monday, May 7, 2012 @ 8:03 AM
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We're all mad here. But it's better if you had a bottle in hand.
- I'm currently in a situation where I'm supposed to want to escape. I find it odd that my mind is pretty calm (albeit, pretty sad and humorless) and is actually anchoring me down from fleeing away from all the shit that I used to avoid when I was younger. Adulthood ftw? I say it's laziness and my constant fear of being deemed useless by the people around me.
- I've just cut off someone. A supposed friend. I used to have only nice things to say about her and I can say for a fact that I defended her through and through. I just didn't expect her to slowly succumb to her so-called "niceness". Hun, being nice =/= being chums with someone that made me feel like I was mentally-damaged for a good 6 months of my life. I know where my loyalty lies and I tried to stick with you and see everything from your angle. But you know, I have to say this: Knowing his secrets won't make him fall in love with you. PS. I know you're just itching to say nasty things about me :) I've exhausted too much emotions. I have too many troubles and you choose to be a total cuntspazz during my darkest hour. So much for being a "real" person. But anyway, case closed.
- Totally craving some cake right now. I was at my great nan's yesterday and I just missed her sooooooo much! I was a godmother to one of my baby cousins. His christening was held yesterday at her house (which is MASSIVE, btw!) and I felt so giddy being around family. There was food everywhere and me and cousins "stole" some of the food for the drunk guests. The maid was very nice and lovely and made sure all of our plates are filled to the brim. Only thing I didn't like about yesterday was the heat! Good grief, Manila. I used to stay over at my great nan's over the weekends back when I was in my freshman year at uni. I might stay with her again over the weekends after my cousin who lives with her gets married on the 26th (Another family affair, woo!!)
- Uni starts on June 4th. Earlier than I expected. It feels weird that I only have a couple of years left. All I know is that I don't want to be "under" someone when I start working after I graduate. For part-time jobs, sure I can deal with bosses. But after I get my degree, I wouldn't want to work for an asshole.
- Also got my tax card today. I'm now "officially" a taxpayer. I wouldn't really get that despite of my current job, but I really need a picture ID that has my birthdate on it. Nice, now I have 2 ~official~ IDs on my wallet that aren't uni IDs haha. Which reminds me, I need to have ID photos taken before the month ends. My reader's card looks so plain without my groggy face on it haha.
- So, what else? Oh right, I have to watch 2 Broke Girls and Misfits because I feel mad hungry and I'm too lazy to get off the top bunk and 2 flights of stairs to grab some food.
Labels: emotions, ex-friends, life, me complaining, uni stuff
Tatami Room Love Affair
Monday, May 7, 2012 @ 8:03 AM
| 0 notes
We're all mad here. But it's better if you had a bottle in hand.
- I'm currently in a situation where I'm supposed to want to escape. I find it odd that my mind is pretty calm (albeit, pretty sad and humorless) and is actually anchoring me down from fleeing away from all the shit that I used to avoid when I was younger. Adulthood ftw? I say it's laziness and my constant fear of being deemed useless by the people around me.
- I've just cut off someone. A supposed friend. I used to have only nice things to say about her and I can say for a fact that I defended her through and through. I just didn't expect her to slowly succumb to her so-called "niceness". Hun, being nice =/= being chums with someone that made me feel like I was mentally-damaged for a good 6 months of my life. I know where my loyalty lies and I tried to stick with you and see everything from your angle. But you know, I have to say this: Knowing his secrets won't make him fall in love with you. PS. I know you're just itching to say nasty things about me :) I've exhausted too much emotions. I have too many troubles and you choose to be a total cuntspazz during my darkest hour. So much for being a "real" person. But anyway, case closed.
- Totally craving some cake right now. I was at my great nan's yesterday and I just missed her sooooooo much! I was a godmother to one of my baby cousins. His christening was held yesterday at her house (which is MASSIVE, btw!) and I felt so giddy being around family. There was food everywhere and me and cousins "stole" some of the food for the drunk guests. The maid was very nice and lovely and made sure all of our plates are filled to the brim. Only thing I didn't like about yesterday was the heat! Good grief, Manila. I used to stay over at my great nan's over the weekends back when I was in my freshman year at uni. I might stay with her again over the weekends after my cousin who lives with her gets married on the 26th (Another family affair, woo!!)
- Uni starts on June 4th. Earlier than I expected. It feels weird that I only have a couple of years left. All I know is that I don't want to be "under" someone when I start working after I graduate. For part-time jobs, sure I can deal with bosses. But after I get my degree, I wouldn't want to work for an asshole.
- Also got my tax card today. I'm now "officially" a taxpayer. I wouldn't really get that despite of my current job, but I really need a picture ID that has my birthdate on it. Nice, now I have 2 ~official~ IDs on my wallet that aren't uni IDs haha. Which reminds me, I need to have ID photos taken before the month ends. My reader's card looks so plain without my groggy face on it haha.
- So, what else? Oh right, I have to watch 2 Broke Girls and Misfits because I feel mad hungry and I'm too lazy to get off the top bunk and 2 flights of stairs to grab some food.
Labels: emotions, ex-friends, life, me complaining, uni stuff
